ha, I found it somehow:) thanks you guys again. you are great. not sure I will be back here. It's too hard to find my way around:) All I know how to do is check the mail..lol...
I posted a reply but have NO clue where it is:) I hardly know my name right now I am SOOOOO POEd. This country just is NOT right. I can't get any SS if I wanted to with no stupid doctor to see me. I just WANT OUT and now that stupid court date is going to ruin my chances of moving to Panama with a criminal record. I really give up. This country won't help me but they WON'T LET ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
geez, I have no idea how this works. some people wrote and I can't find it..sigh. Well, I just got back from a doctor who agreed to see me and he turned me away...as usual. I have too many problems. what the heck am I supposed to do when even the docs turn me away. THIS IS REALLY IT TODAY. AND THE COURT WON'T RESCHEDULE ME..REALLY NEED MY MEDS NOW. THE REST IS WHAT I WROTE THE OTHER DAY AND IT DIDN'T WORK..DOESN'T SURPRISE ME.WHY WOULD I BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING THAT WORKS?????
Thanks for the advice! YEs, I get DIC..a pittance of $1067 a month when
I have bills of over $2000 a month. My husband was killed on active 20
years ago. I am not entitled to medical benefits since I did get
remarried and then divorced. They gave me back my DIC but not medical. I have not applied for SS (I never worked and really hate the government). I am trying to get to Panama but now will have a criminal record and just need $200 for the passport and a clean health record..right! I can afford to live in Panama and can be a resident with my pension (DIC).
Yes, I have gone to the Salvation Army for help to no avail. I have hit
every agency in town for help with no assisance. Not even the trustee's
office can help. When I say
I have exhausted every resource, I meant it! :( Yes, I went to the
'free' dental clinic also..sigh..all they want to do is PULL my teeth.
I
would rather have them saved which involves a root canal and crowns but
that is only possible with thousands of dollars and a regular dentist,
alas. Yes, that is why I am living on antibiotics. I have a perpetual
infection from the tooth that needs a root canal. I was in the ER the
other night from withdrawals from my meds and they said again that I
had
a temp. which means infection somewhere of course and it MUST be that
tooth. I'm getting to the point where I do not want to live if it means
living like this...sigh. And then the other day I get a supboena for
something I DID NOT do and now have the stress of going to court to
address this. WEll, that made everything worse of course. Within hours
of getting the summons, I was vomiting blood from an ulcer, shaking,
turned my neck wrong and pulled every muscle in my back. Guess I was
just a bundle of tension. Anyway, thanks for the advice and letting me
vent. Not sure where to go from here. I see no way to any possible
light
and this court thing is going to kill me. Life just sucks:( thanks
again you guys!
geez, I have no idea how this works. some people wrote and I can't find it..sigh. Well, I just got back from a doctor who agreed to see me and he turned me away...as usual. I have too many problems. what the heck am I supposed to do when even the docs turn me away. THIS IS REALLY IT TODAY. AND THE COURT WON'T RESCHEDULE ME..REALLY NEED MY MEDS NOW. THE REST IS WHAT I WROTE THE OTHER DAY AND IT DIDN'T WORK..DOESN'T SURPRISE ME.WHY WOULD I BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING THAT WORKS?????
Thanks for the advice! YEs, I get DIC..a pittance of $1067 a month when
I have bills of over $2000 a month. My husband was killed on active 20
years ago. I am not entitled to medical benefits since I did get
remarried and then divorced. They gave me back my DIC but not medical. I have not applied for SS (I never worked and really hate the government). I am trying to get to Panama but now will have a criminal record and just need $200 for the passport and a clean health record..right! I can afford to live in Panama and can be a resident with my pension (DIC).
Yes, I have gone to the Salvation Army for help to no avail. I have hit
every agency in town for help with no assisance. Not even the trustee's
office can help. When I say
I have exhausted every resource, I meant it! :( Yes, I went to the
'free' dental clinic also..sigh..all they want to do is PULL my teeth.
I
would rather have them saved which involves a root canal and crowns but
that is only possible with thousands of dollars and a regular dentist,
alas. Yes, that is why I am living on antibiotics. I have a perpetual
infection from the tooth that needs a root canal. I was in the ER the
other night from withdrawals from my meds and they said again that I
had
a temp. which means infection somewhere of course and it MUST be that
tooth. I'm getting to the point where I do not want to live if it means
living like this...sigh. And then the other day I get a supboena for
something I DID NOT do and now have the stress of going to court to
address this. WEll, that made everything worse of course. Within hours
of getting the summons, I was vomiting blood from an ulcer, shaking,
turned my neck wrong and pulled every muscle in my back. Guess I was
just a bundle of tension. Anyway, thanks for the advice and letting me
vent. Not sure where to go from here. I see no way to any possible
light
and this court thing is going to kill me. Life just sucks:( thanks
again you guys!
ok, new here and not sure how this works. sorry, I am very upset. I am in dire straights and have exhausted EVERY resource available to me. I have gone all the way to Washington DC for help and been turned down. I have too MANY needs they say..whatever. I am a 39 yr. old AF widow who is losing my electric tomorrow, have lost my doctor and dentist due to no money or insurance. Am going through seizures from lack of necessary meds..free clinic will not give them to me since they are controlled. Have been to ER several times since August for a tooth that has an exposed nerve and needs root canal. Am going to lose my liver soon from living on antibiotics..$8200 to fix my teeth but that may be a moot point since I have a defective mitral valve in my heart and if the infection hits that, guess it's basically over. Have lost all friends and family so am alone and no clue except to jump in car that is shot and just leave and wherever I break down, there I am. Guess I will beg, borrow or steal to get the meds that keep me from seizing..have a headache and bump STILL on my head from a seizure 3 weeks ago! Never had a seize in my life until no doc to presribe meds. isn't this country great to their fallen hero's widows...blah..
Julie
Evansville, IN
toplessvettepilot@webtv.net
ok, new here and not sure how this works. sorry, I am very upset. I am in dire straights and have exhausted EVERY resource available to me. I have gone all the way to Washington DC for help and been turned down. I have too MANY needs they say..whatever. I am a 39 yr. old AF widow who is losing my electric tomorrow, have lost my doctor and dentist due to no money or insurance. Am going through seizures from lack of necessary meds..free clinic will not give them to me since they are controlled. Have been to ER several times since August for a tooth that has an exposed nerve and needs root canal. Am going to lose my liver soon from living on antibiotics..$8200 to fix my teeth but that may be a moot point since I have a defective mitral valve in my heart and if the infection hits that, guess it's basically over. Have lost all friends and family so am alone and no clue except to jump in car that is shot and just leave and wherever I break down, there I am. Guess I will beg, borrow or steal to get the meds that keep me from seizing..have a headache and bump STILL on my head from a seizure 3 weeks ago! Never had a seize in my life until no doc to presribe meds. isn't this country great to their fallen hero's widows...blah..
Julie
Evansville, IN
toplessvettepilot@webtv.net
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